♥The Art Of SeDuctiOn~.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

OH MY GOD ITS BEEN way too long since i last updated my blog! i know i know i know. Frankly, i could not be bothered as there was too many things back those days to update and i thought i will end up be a computer freak again once i start updating. Anyway, school is being a bitch and taking up most of my time. HAHA.

Firstly, Thousands of apologies to all whom have been waiting to read and know whats my latest update or if im still alive or not. The fact is I STILL AM ALIVE!:) HAHA.

Latest update, I have just finished my production " This is Where we came in" and i would like to thank all those who came to support our show. It was definitelt a great moment for all of us and we are happy that u guys all enjoyed it:) Special thanks to lovely syirah,Aidil, Syaiful n Abang Afi who came down to watch my show:) Moving on, My next production is SHAKESPEAR!:) WOOOHOOO!!!! and we will be doing MACBETH and i was thinking maybe i would like to try somehthing new so i may want to try out for one of the wicked witch. But, i do not no yet. We are still not casted yet and that would done only next year january:) Anyway, im currently having my end of semester Exam and so far so good:) We just had our singing exam, voice and speech and acting exam:) Next week will be all the dance class exam and that would be Chinese Classical dance exam, Pollish dance exam, Modern dance exam,Hip hop dance exam, Waltz dance exam and finally, Russian dance exam! WOW so many i know and tell me about it iv been busy recalling the dancesteps. Hope to really do well for my upcoming exam and i aim to get GPA above 3:)

Lets skip about school- BORING. Now about me and RAHMAN:)

We have been fighting alot for the past few months but nevertheless, our hearts grew stronger for each other..im really glad that iv understood him even more and indeed iv love him deeper:) i was really afraid that fighting may cause us to be distant and worst, dislike each other but nothing like that happened and i hope it will never be:) Guess what? This NOVEMBER 17 is our TWO YEARS together!:) man im really so happy and i hope and pray that we will stay strong and even stronger in whatever circumstances. He have been the best man in my life and he will always be:)

Anyway, IV LOST WEIGHT!!!!! HAHA:) maybe some of you may not realise but yeah i did. lost 3kg and yae im so happy! Btw, i went to California Fitness ZUMBA DANCE NIGHT AND IT WAS FCUKING FCUKING FCUKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!:) man syirah i can not imagine how high u will be if u were there on that night with me:) Zumba dance is a dance mixture of Samba, Ramba,Salsa, Reggae and u know all the SHAKE UR BOOTY BOOBIES n go crazy kind of dance!:) I was all out and oh wow i sweat like hell n my clothes was soaking wet i swear! Oh den i went to locker room to change and shower haha and for the first time i saw MANY TOPLESS WOMEN walking all around the locker room. It was a very WEIRD moment for me as iv never seen MANY NAKED WOMEN AT ONE TIME!:) hahahaha sounds funny but hell yeah that was what i saw. I saw diff colours, diff size, diff mass diff shapes...OK STOP IMAGINING ALL OF YOU! haha.

ok till here and may u guess hear from me again:) HAHAHA

nadiah:)

be the diva in you @ at 5:01 AM

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Yesterday i woke up and i got the attack again. This unbearable sharp pain that i had to endure in my stomach. It was so pain i cld hardly breathe:( However, i know i had to go school cuz its very very very strict now based on attendance wise and i wld not want to waste the 15 percent that we are allowed to be absent. I felt like i should be using that for the later part maybe when i need it. SO yesterday, my mum had to massage me n she put some medcine on my stomache. I came for dance class but i just sat one corner and watch them dance. I was so tempted to just stand up n dance but i just cant do it as im afraid that i may get attacked again:( i was a lot better in the late afternoon and i was stubborn so i dance for the later class.

Anyway, it was such a shocking news to know that one of my junior from theatre department year 1 got H1N1 so teh department have actually decided to stop school and reopens untill next Monday,2 august. Yes its so fun to know but actually its not so fun knowing that there will definitely be make up classes when the rest are having their school holidays:( btw, so now im currently having another week break which is fun but again im sick with this pain so i cant really enjoy much though.

Yesterday, i went t meet baby and we headed to macdonald to eat seaweed french fries!:) that food is ORGASMIC I SWEAR:) hahahhaa.i love it alot though im not suppose to eeat that much of that, i still do:( haha.

Ok till here and till u hear form me again!:)

PS: I MISS NUR SYIRAH and NUR AIN:) mwah!

Loves-

Nadiah-

be the diva in you @ at 11:44 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

School have been Just great but i must really say its really really tiring....im ending at 7pm everyday and i guess its the time whereby we must all really work our ass off.

Theres a lot of many new dance class. Im learning Pollish dance now and it aint easy at all really. Richard's class is totally fun! modern n sum kind of a hip hop dance sumthing like that. Other den that for acting class we are working on repertoire scenes right now and my show will be on the 29 August which is drawing nearer and i have yet to memorise my lines. Damn it. So many things are going on right now...got sum modelling offer but i declined the offer due to school and other things..

Anyway, today i will heading to Arab street with Bf and his friends for sum fun n fun n fun!:) its been a long i last met them n i hope today will be a great day!

Dearest Twinny S, Im very sorry for you for what had happened. However, i want you to get well soon so i can meet up with you. I felt like crying when i read ur blog. I felt like iv failed to be there for you when u needed me. Im sorry..i want to make it up to you and meet you..I love you darling truly do. Please stay strong and whatever it is, u know u ALWAYS have ME nadiah binte mohammad ur bestfriend:)MWAH!:)

Damn i have to learn 4 my fanetiks test cuming up this wednesday...and oh ya got to learn how to speak in american accent! GRHHHHh....and also must buy LEOTARD( how the fuck u spell it) haha for pollish dance class.

Ok i gtg now...n till u hear from me agian:)

LOves

Nadiah-

be the diva in you @ at 11:07 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Theres really so many things that i will be blogging about in this entry of mine today:) so please just tahan with me if it gets a little too long winded eh?:)

First of all, i would like to congratulate to all KOLEJ 56 Cast because we have made a great show and it was a success!:) i am truly deeply happy that we managed to pull this through despite facing alot of problems like handling "difficult people" as well as " difficult situation"

Some bitch around, others listen...some backstab and others follow..haiz..this is life i supposed eh?

Anyway, I would like to thank everyone whom have put all their hearts and effort in this Kolej 56 Musical. I have indeed learnt alot from each and evryone of you...some i learnt how bitchy or crazy or annoying or self proclaimed good you can be- this definitely mean only certain people:) but anyway, no doubt i will miss the irritatingNess that person can be knowing i wun see you again. HAHA. ok moving on, I would also like to thank abang hamzah and abang Afi for all the great work from them, the patience n faith they have in us. I swear, if it werent for them who had not given up on us, we wldnt be where we are now.

I am definitely going to miss some of them especially dearest Syirah, Syaiful, Ain, Aidil, Aida, Huda, uyun, abang afi and abang hamzah ofcuz.:) These are the people that actually made me want to come and look forward for training. If it werent especially for Syirah and Ain's sake, sometimes i feel that im really lazy to go especially when not many people there are putting thier 100 percent in the production.. Im going to write some thank you msg to Some people and let me start of with....

1) Nur Syirah...

" I watched you grow and i watched you fall, Iv seen your worst and iv seen your best..knowing you during our secondary school days was totally awesome..and when i get to know that i will be meeting you again for this KOLEJ 56 Production, god knows how happy and totally grateful i am to be able to see you again!:) YOu have always been the best and u know u are always MY BEST GIRLFRIEND, You always listen to me when i needed someone to be there for me.. u never fail to show concern n love towards me. I truly treated you like my sister, my twin my best buddy ever:) We laughed, we cry, we bitch,we have the same opinion and u agree to me n i agree to you..how can i ever find a person that almost have 80 percent the ssame name, same mum's name, same feelings and all with me? u are indeed truly my one in a million friend and i will definitely cherish you till the end of time dearest...I thank you for the times ur parents send me home and for the moments u made me laugh:) i will never forget the great times we had together and we will definitely be meeting again even after evrything has ended for kolej 56..this i PROMISE you love:) I always Love you...oh u know that darn well:) mwah!"

2) Nur Ain....

" when i first met you, i was saying this to myself...damn it she is super cute and i think if im a guy, i may have a crush on you..haha please ain, im not lesbian:) And so i strated knowing you...and i felt that ur not much of a difference of what i thought u were. U had a bf back then...haizad and u were so close n very manje to him and so i suspected, hell yeah she is manje..:) the first time when i saw u cry was during the dance class and i went to the toilet to comfort you...I did not know much what to say to you as im afraid u may not like it if i were to touch you..ur cry is even cute.:) did i tell u that? haha. Moving on and days passes by ur in my bitchy wawa team and im really very happy to be acting together with the most gorgeous girls ( u and Syirah) in the Kolej 56:) i was very very happy infact. You are a nice friend but sometimes i cant deny the fact that u can be annoying bitch with ur whiny little small voice:) BUT I ALWAYS LOVE YOU..iv always do since we started being close:) Ain, i know that ur in ur hardest and most difficult situation now..let me just tell you this. BE STRONG AND MOVE ON. Its not the end of the world and its not WORTH UR TEARS FOR HIM If he doesnt even care for you anymore ain...Open ur eyes and see the beautiful world. Its not only about him isnt it? There are many things in store for a young potential lady like you ain darling..So please, after reading this..i hope u realise that u worth MUCH MORE and dont bring urslef so down like that. Ur just SEVENTEEN for godsake:) much more things and people have yet to come in your way...:) u will never know. For now, i want you sister to work hard n do well in school. I LOVE U DEAREST:)"

3) AIDIL...

" haha aidil....aidil....when i first met you in the audition room, i was kinda irritated by you...i thought were like those MATREPS i can easily spot on down the street. But eversince i started knwoing you during this musical, U proved me so wrong. U have been one og my good friend in this musical and i never regretted knwoing you:) Working with you in the production was so much fun. We both laughed a lot together, u made me laugh and i always make u laugh too..:) When i got to know u will be Rosman and im Nitty Bonanza, i was like.."OHOH im acting with him now." i thought its gona be hard at first cuz im afraid i cannot connect myself to you but apparently u helped me out a lot aidil. In a way or rather i find myself not in a difficult situation to act together with you anymore:) So i really would like to thank you Aidil for evrything and it was so much fun working with you:) oh ya and i will never forget the "BELAKANG BELAKANG PELAJAR action me you and syirah always did to disturb someone. ( u know who)..haha:) so now that we will be taking a step further in TV, i wish u all thebest Aidil and make our friendship grow n always support each other ok!:)

PS: thank you for always asking me if Im ok or not whenever im sick:)"

4) Syaiful....

" I never knew we can be close in just a short time. You are one nice guy and also i must say Syirah is very fortunate and lucky to have a guy like you:) you both suits perfectly! Syaiful, Im always entertained by ur silly jokes and let me tell u ur laughter is indeed very contagious haha:) It was great knwoing u as a friend and im sorry if IV TAKEN SYIRAH AWAY FROM YOU HAHAHAHAHA!!!! no lah joking:) u are a talented guy and im proud n happy to be able to work together with you in this Musical...the laughters and secrets ME you n syirah had shared together will always be remembered. N its nice n great to know that ur a big fan of CHEESE n CHESSE burger like i do. HAHA. Thanks for evrything syaiful and oh ya did i tell u that ur hella one sensitive GUY IV EVER MET? hahha oh yes indeed u are man:) but thats NOt a bad thing though just that, dun cry too much that it will banjir my house ok?:) joking. So yeah...wishing u all the best and will see you again for KOolej 56 kembali lagi tv version!:)"

5) Abang Afi....

" you were just like a brother to me...u gave me hope, u gave me advice and u never fail to always me me happy. Ur a very sincere guy at heart and definitely one talented man too...i love ur voice and i think that u should start taking a step further about it abang afi:) Working with you in this Kolej 56 was fantastic! Abang fi, thank you so much for everything...for the care n concern u showed me...for the times when u sms me n told me to banyak baca doa when im really3 sick...for the times when i had problems n u were there to listen and gave me advice. Like when i first joined Kolej56....i had sum fights and u were there to support me abang i thank you very much...i had great moments with u and i shall always remember that...:)"

6) Abang HAmzah

" i know how much u hated me when u first saw me...u said i was very action and stuck up and that u felt that if i never get any role is also not ur problem...but eventually, ur opinion towards me changed and abang im glad that u had given me this chance to prove myself to you and evrryone else my capabilities being and actor. U gave me alot of advice and i treated u like a big brother too. U have never failed to always make me feel like u believed in me. U always listen to me when i faced problems here in kolej 56. U gave me strength and u have faith in me abang and i really must say that u have taught me a lot of things abang. I am trained in English theatre and when i came to Kolej 56 i learnt quite a lot of new things and abang, i must say that i never regretted coming and my experience with you was like a rollercoster...there were moments n times when i felt like quitting cuz i tot this is not going anywhere..but there u are msging me n telling me to have faith and that this will definitely work out! and abang, im very happy for you that this musical turned out to be a blast with many more offers to come...Im always looking forward to work with you abang:) I thank you very much once again n till we meet again ok!:)"

Ok its the end of the Thank you notes to sum of you which i feel that its more of need for me to write. To the names that i did not mention, that does not mean otherwise, i THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!:).

Adding on, Thanks to evryone who came to watch the show and my special thanks to HAFIZ, AJIB, NAD, SYAID,SHAM, ADLINA n BF n AZLIN n Fren, AIN, FAHmy who came to watch my show...The guys i mentioned above have always been with me since i was 14. knowing u guys was a great experience and i thank u all for ALWAYS SUPPORTING ME in my ARTS industry:) I LOVE U ALL:)

Two days ago was my ONE YEAR AND EIGHT MONTHS with my BELOVED ABDUL RAHMAN and i call him baby gonjeng which i dunt knwo why...i just find that name rather cute but yet disgusting but i loike it!..Loving him is the greatest gift god had ever given to me! and baby....i truly deeply love you so much...and i will never want to lose you sweetheart!:)

School resumes this TUESDAY and i must say that i cant wait for school but at the same time im also NOT READY FOR school looking at the heavy timetable that were given to us!:( oh ya i just want to share sum good news with all of you...im awarded the TAN CHE BENG SCHOLARSHIP AWARD by NAFA:) and im so glad n grateful:)

I was very sick for the past one week..cld not walk, cld not stand nor cld i even shower on my own. and my saviour was my MUM N SISTER TINIE:) without them, i dun think i can heal even till today...i have this sharp pain under my chest near the diaphragm area and its really2 very pain. Its been hell for me and i was bedridden for two days...my mum had to help me with everything...i truly thank her so much. At a moment, i thought i was going to die and was always very afraid that i may not be able to wake up the next morning but i thank you god for healing me and now im very happy that im a lot better!:)

Oh ya there are also other gd news: KOLEJ 56 will be on SURIA on 1ST NOVEMBER 2009 for hari raya HAJI TV FILM SHOW!:) we got an offer after MR SUHAIMI JAIS watched our show and said that he loved it a lot:) Looking forward to this n insyallah many more will come in for us:) it will be KOLEJ 56 KEMBALI LAGI e MUSICAL!:)

Yesterday, syirah ain, me n epul went to pastamania to eat...we were having so much fun until AIn Broke down to tears when the song " how do i live without you" was playing in the restaurant. what i did was just to comfort her cuz i know if i talk further, she will cry even more...After that we were talking about some sensitive issue about parents and how we feel if we lost them...and i told them how i felt when i lost my father...Syirah's eyes was already filled with tears. I know at that very moment she felt how i did. i did not want to cry untill i told them about my mum....how caring she was when she took care of me when i was so sick. That part, i cant endure anymore. I just had to cry. The guilt i have in me is too much to handle..i had to let it go...and i thank you guys for listening to me yesterday...I felt a lot better that u all felt the same way too:)

Ok i better get going now n do my homework...till here toodles:)

LOVES,
NADIAH:)

be the diva in you @ at 12:46 AM

Monday, July 6, 2009

Hello everyone!:)

YES i know, again i went missing....but i do have a VALID REASON WHY OK:) anyway, i have been so so so busy with the Kolej 56 the Musical:)

We have gone through so much and FINALLy this SATURDAY will be the day that we will finally show how hard we have worked for this Musical!:) Many ups and downs had happened and i do hope that nothing BAD will happen on the final day itself.....i do hope that nobody will command anyone like their " DOG" anymore. grrrrr.

Anyway, this wednesday we will start bumping in the DBS auditorium :) WEEE CANT WAIT! hehe.

ok guys just to let you know incase you dunt know....take the MRT alight at TANJONG PAGAR MRT...its sumwhere near the CPF building:)

I cant wait for the show, and i truly hope that it will be a great blast bomb day and hopefully there will be not much hiccups cuz that will be really2 sucky though. haha

ok moving on,....i never knew that SYIRAH's mummy's name is actually also HAMIDAH:) haha...i dunt know i really find it very very coincidental because both our names are yaya and our mum also same name. I find it rather cute though haha:) Anyway, its been so long since i last ate swensons MUSSEL WITH CHEESE N BUTTER n now im starting to crave for it AGAIN:(

ok i got to go now...nothing much to update though, even if i do..not so interesting as the "DOGGY COMMAND" situation:) hahaha!

PS: I WILL STAY BY YOU TWINNY:) mwah!

LOVES,

Nadiah:)

be the diva in you @ at 10:30 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

UR SUCH A LOSER-

UR not even RIGHT UR SELF, UR SEXUALLY COMPLICATED, U DUN EVEN KNOW WHICH TO BE:) UV GOT TWO ON TOP, ANOTHER ONE BELOW! HAHAHAH HOW COOL!!!!

U and ur CLAN can continue gossiping and let me tell you something, i dont need you and ur CLAN to like me:) i dun even care. haha! and anyway SINCE WHEN I LIKE YOU CONFUSED THING!

NADIAH-

be the diva in you @ at 10:04 PM

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I never knew that your ego can be reallllllllyyyy way way way up high in the sky...

I never knew that you actually have the cheek to tell ALL your friends this situation when it clearly states that you, little confused thing, is in the wrong.

If i could just pull that SAME mini skirt u wear over n over again down and just kick that thing underneath there, knowing what u HAVE BELOW, i would.

If only you had the COURAGE to come up to me and tell me that ur parents never taught u manners and so u had to be a little thief, that would solve the whole damn thing.

If only i could be as EGOISTIC as you....I would want to. But i guess i cant CUZ im a lady n yours have reached up above any normal lady or man cuz as i have said, u are CONFUSED. so u are a mix of both my dear:) WOW what an AWESOME combination huh!?:)

Anyway, if u still want to continue being like this cuz trust me, im lazy to entertain you. Knowing that your ego can never be the same level as mine so u will not want to settle down...so i assumed u will want to continue being like how you are now for the rest of ur freaking CONFUSED PATHETIC life..

Im tired. n i got better things to do. IF theres no one to entertain you my dear, you can talk to the freaking world whose as confused as you are:)

Till here,

Nadiah.

PS: Dun MESS with me u little thing-

be the diva in you @ at 10:26 PM