!FUN yet quite boring! :)
Ok, today i went to errrrmmmm..Arab street with my aunty and my beautiful cousin kak nurul:) I just wanted to meet her all because i wanted to know why she already stopped working with B425 pictures company and also, i do miss her:) well, she told me about a lot of things that happened between her and Cik Hamid ( his a Director as well as a Producer).
OK PARDON ME IM GOING TO SIDE TRACK A LITTLE BIT:)
Ok, you guys must be wondering right whats this company all about. Its quite a well established company that works very closely with the Mediacorp. I used to work for this company for just a little while..but somehow, things are probably not meant to be, i somehow stopped. Well, its a freaking long story i must say and its really quite dissapointing.This coming 5th February, there will be a new show coming up on Suria title "SNEK". Frankly speaking, i was suppposed to be the presenter in this show with another indonesian lady called KANYA but somehow as i have said, things just did not work well for me and mr HAmid pick another talent. Her name is Liyana and i have to admit that she is also good. Before this happened, i was sent to indonesia with mr Hamid and this another guy called Azim. We were supposed to go for recce.(i think its how eu spell it)..so i met Kanya which was supposed to be my co-host in this upcoming new show..We had great fun, so much fun infact with our make up artist,kak Della( she looks like JLO) and we were really havinga great time. I was told by MR hamid that he wants me and Kanya to have chemistry with each other but after we are close, he did not like it. He said we were trying to be too close and he scolded us and said " i WANT CHEMISTRY! NOT SOMEWHAT GIRL GIRL BONDING" do eu get that? i simply just dont. i was very stressed up while i was at indonesia for that four daes...we got scolded and FUCKED UP SIDE DOWN, LEFT RIGHT CENTRE! im not joking ok. He even scolded vulgarities at US both. HEll i could not take that harsh treatment from him:( i was really down that night after being scolded. However,i truly understand that he does that because he wants us to both shine on the camera and he wants the best from US, too bad his way just did not work. Its too harsh and thats just him and so, we have to accept that. So after coming back from Indonesia, i did not recieve any call from him or any confirmations from him. I was pretty annoyed i must say.It is because, i tried to contact him but somehow i just cld not reach him..and so one day i finally decided to email him and thank god HE REPLIEd. i was like..WOO FINALLY! Here was what he said " we have decided to take another talent,her name is blablabal..it was agreat experience with you but sorry we just wanted to try a NEW FACE. and its the look that the producer wants. We hope to work with you again if there are any other opportunities" Ok, in the back of my mind..i was wondering, he said it was the LOOK that the producer wanted. THEN WHY AT THE FIRST PLACE HE AGREED TO TAKE ME!? HE WAS SO CONFIDENT AND HE ALREADY CONFIRMED THAT HIS GOING TO TAKE ME AS THE TALENT ok before we left for indonesia. I just dont understand that part. Anyways,i was way too lazy to say anything i just wished them all the best. It was indeed a great working experience for me. So, i was not affected my it as i did not really hope for it at the first place. NEVER hope for something too much lah, you may end up getting hurt.SERIUSLY.
LETS GET BACK ON TRACK :)
And so after meeting kak nurul and her mum we went to banquete to eat. i had sweet and sour chicken :) dang! it WAS SO NICE! hahaa...
so we just walked around at the place and kakNurul went to tailor for her engagement gown. wow..its just so nice man:) eu knwo what people!?
IM IN LOVE WITH TURQOISE!!!! everything that entices me, the colour seems to be turqoise? haha! how cool. basically, thats all..then we headed up to bugis and shopped around.
MIRACULOUSLY, i bought EIGHT PAIRS OF EARINGS today and i feel happy buying them cuz its just so so so so nice...ehhee...after that we headed home and i saw this guy on the train. his MAlay i think. i dunt know..he looks like a mix. He was staring at me like as though i aint got a freaking nose or eyes or something? or as if im a ghost? haha! seriusly..he was seating infront of me and i could see him clearly when i look up. I was cracking jokes with aunty and cousin and he kept on looking and staring. i guessed he thought that i could not see but, haha i did realised that. After i left the train.. he actually looked out the window screen and waved at me. I was like OMG. (if Dearest sees that, that guy is so so so Dead:)) LOL
OK im so tired now and sleepy~ will blog more tmr!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WANT TO READ A NEW POEM FROM EU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOTSA LOVES,
NAdiah-