~JUST UNBELIEVABLE~
Oh wells, ok today i woke up pretty late at about 11am as i was really very worn out and exhausted. I had to help out Mrs Chng(dance teacher of mine) with the Chorus Line. She just needs me to help the soloist not be KAYU !:) which was quite an easy job because the girls are actually not so bad afterall. I coached Simin..this girl of mine in Tanglin Sec. WOW, i just love her voice..she has strong vocals, and so i told her not to spoil everything by not doing the actions right. She was good but just a little stiff for the actions part. But, after coaching her..i saw an improvement yesterday and thats good enough:) so to SIMIN WORK HARD BABE!
Ok ok lets get straight to the point. As soon as iv woke up todae, i could remember the dream that i had. I dreamt that my late father met dearest and he actually invited dearest to the house for dinner. They had a very good talk..and dearest was way way excited about my late father's artwork.My dad even taught dearest how to paint and hwo to sketch. My dad was a FANTASTIC artiste. He paints very very well..and i guess it was from him and also from god that i was blessed with this artistic talent that i posesses.
I felt that its weird having to dream about this because its the second time. The first time was even worst! Dad even asked him if he was my Bf or not? and he somehow encouraged us to be together. I was bewildered and really felt WEIRD. SERIUSLY. I have been dreaming about my late father very frequently lately. Like in a day or two i will dream of him..one after one..
Probably he knows how much i really do miss him and how often i thinks of him.
I somehow felt that he is aware of what im feeling and he probably always appear in my dream to make me feel better :) and im just grateful that all the dream was a nice one. I hope to continue dreaming of him and how i wish that i will never be able to wake up from the dream. I want to see my father more..i want to spend more time with him, I want to talk and discuss things with him like how i used to before he passed away, i want to see him drinking his coffee with his leg crossed on the kitchen stool. I want to hear him say i miss eu dear daughter..i want him to tell me somtehing that he should have told me before he passed away..i want my father to know how im feeling now.(maybe he does,i aint too sure) i want him to know how much i truly,madly and deeply MISS HIM.:(
*I have lost a Hero once in my Life, And i don't wish to lose another again anymore..just one is enough to break me down.*
LOTSA LOVES,
Nadiah