~MEMORIES STRIKES AGAIN~
I finally have the time to blog again. I just felt that nowadaes, i don't have enough time to even seat and be infront of the computer when im at home..i used to do that everydae before i started working..but now all have changed.
Anyway, i had a freaking bad bad bad bad bad day today at work. First, i WAS LATE FOR WORK and i had to put on my make up in the taxi and also i had to do my hair in there. It was such a hell of an experience! the taxi driver was driving fast and it was very bumpy and i really had difficulties putting on my make up and do a french twist on my hair.. I was supposed to meet up with an early arrival VIP guest but i missed the flight and i was drop dead panic..At that particular moment, hwo i wish i could fly form terminal 1 to terminal 3! because teh flight that i was supposed to attend to was at terminal 3:( i was really stressed out as i was alone in the morning shift and im expected to meet with every guest. The worst part was when the hotel called me up and told me that im supposed to meet up with all the guest. EXCUSE ME? i only have ONE pair of legs and HAND so i cant handle 4 Flights at one time..not only that, i was also so tensed up because i think i have not been getting enough of sleep. Been doing morning shifts and had early flight the day before and i really could not sleep. I think im suffering from insomnia. i think.i dunt know-
Next, i have been thinking so much about my late father lately, i truely deeply miss him and i just don't know how to get this out of my chest. This unsatisfying feeling and the huge desire to meet him so badly really hurts me deep down inside:(..because i know, that i cannot meet him and see him once again,unless ofcuz when it cums to "THE END OF THE WORLD" then probably i can see him once again..but still, its totally different. I really want to see him so badly..till today, i can still remember how he left us all, how he left my family, what he did,what he said, what he advised,what he always love to do,how he always jokes around..how i always had to act with him for special projects..oh god, im missing all these so much now and it deeply hurts. it hurts more than anything! im so down now while typing this down but i cant help it but to let it out :(
MY DAD WAS THE
GREATEST,FANTASTIC,UNIQUE,TALENTED,INSPIRATIONAL FATHER EVER ALIVE!
im so blessed to have him as my father and i wish i could tell him now, how much iv missed him~
~YOU'RE MY HERO, and will always be~
PS: To my sweetheart Abdul Rahman, I MISS EU bie~
Loves,
Nadiah