I think i was so stupid and blur yesterday, i truly WAS.

ONE : I WAS OTW TO MALAYSIA TO MELAKA TO VISIT MY ILL GRANNY WHO WAS HOSPITALISED AND WHEN I ALREADY REACHED THE TUAS CHECKPOINT, I REALISED THAT MY PASSPORT HAVE ALREADY DUE. 1ST FEBRUARY 2009! I WAS FCUKING PISSED AT MYSELF. SO my bro inlaw, my two sisters left without me...i had to back home by taxi and one of the police officer excorted me to the taxi stand. Beside the taxi stand there was a busstop so i decided to take the bus instead.

TWO: i went out to town with baby and i was supposed to bring my sony ericsson handphone for repair...i though i left it on the table and did not bring it along with me...so i assumed that it wasnt in my handbeg. And even when i did checked, it really wasnt inside... SO my baby got irritated by me cuz i was supposed to get the phone repaired a long time ago...i was telling him confidently that i did not bring my handphone, i forgotten. When i got home, I was looking for the phone...searched everywhere, in my drawer...on the table and it was nowhere to be found UNTIL....I opened up my beg again and it was somewhere inside hidden by my make up beg. I was so dump i relly felt dump..

Anyway, i was very sad yesterday when i wasnt able to visit my granny in malaysia...its been so long since i last met her and the fact tha now i know she is really sick,makes the matter worst. IMAGINe..on oxygen support and tubes all over .going through her mouth and all. UNCONSCIOUS. i cant take that really. i love her a lot though shes a naggy granny. Shes talkative just like me. Shes sporty and loves to joke. Now she lying down there hopelessly. I broke into tears when i called my mum telling her that i could not come over because my passport already due..i WAS SO AFRAID that i may be too late to see her..Im just hoping that everything will be fine very very soon:(

oh ya moving on...yesterday i went out with my dearest rahman..we went to watch movie. UNDERWORLD. It was an AWESOME SHOW IM TELLING YA!:) really....i had goosbumssss alll over me while watching the movie...gosh just so awesome! before that, we ate at lucky plaza. AYAM PENYET N GADO2. SO so sedap ok. i want to go there again sumday but i must sya that the food is quite EX lah...i mean one ayam penyet for 6.50? wtf lah..Thanks fo rthe wonderful nite sweetheart:) LOVING U ALWAYS:)

PS: I CANT WAIT TO MEET MY NAFA MATES TMR. I LOVE THEM A LOT :)

i hope i hope and i continue hoping,
Nadiah.