Lately, i have been feeling rather simple yet complicated.ok i don't know how the fcuk to explain that but yeah its what inside..i guess? i just need someone or perhaps somthing to lighten me up inside..perhaps my bf would help me eh?:) hehe
Anyway, one by one my classmates left me n the rest!:( SO SAD LAH. Michelle had officially withdrawn herself from school...due to her own reasons. i guess we all just have to stick together and work our way through here in nafa theatre course:) I WANT TO SUCCEED IN THIS OK I WANT TO!
Anyway, yesterday was colllege 56 musical training and baby was so nice to accompanied me also. I bet he did enjoyed the moment while he was there as i can see that he kept on laughing hearing us reading the script.. Well something unexpected happened yesterday...Someone which i do not want to mention, was unhappy with me last night. We had a debrief and i said something and i guess it kinda pinched her. So yeah she started being so defensive and all sorts starts coming out from her mouth, i find it rather childish seriously. I mean if u dare do something so drastic to URSELf, why so narrow minded into this kind of things? which is afterall not directly meant for you? i was being general ok with my remark. gdness gracious. Anyway i dun care..bitch about me all u want. Im meeting you tmr anyway to sort this thing out. ITS NOT DONE BABE.
ok tmr im having my daniel jenkins class and i have yet to do my characterisations thinging. feeling so lazy to do as well. Anyway, sometimes i feel like i want to quit school and just go straight into the real world...but i guess im just not ready yet for it n have many more steps to learn. Lately, i have been dragging myself to school. WHY? BEcause i simply dunt know. I no longer have this drive in me which i used to have before. is it because im distracted or is it because theres a problem going on? i fuckingly do not know. But what i know, im NOT GOING TO QUIT NAFA:) its the best place to be in:) a place i call my second home:)
ok i better get going now n do sumthing productive:)
I love you my charming rahman:)
mwah!
nadiah-