♥The Art Of SeDuctiOn~.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Ok, i have been seeing these two pretty heads for the past whole week, practising hard for our Scenes as well as doing our recording:) TO dearest Ain. COngratulations for being able to sing so much better for the second time of recording! i knew it u could sing!:) and THANK YOU AIN for acconpanying me to Lot 1 and macdonald while waiting for my bf:) :) and for dearest syirah...thanks once again for sending me back home:) hehe

Anyway girls, i just want to say thanks for always hearing out my worries.. hahah the same WORRY OVER N OVER AGAIN:) n u both know what im talking about eh? hahahaha!

Looking forward for every training so together we can make a great performance!

ps: AIN GO N MEMORISE UR LONG LONG LONG LINES PLEASE:)

LOves n so much love

Nadiah:)

be the diva in you @ at 5:29 AM

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Yesterday, i had a tremendously super super super scary bad bad yet nice dream. ok i really dunt knwo how you explain that but yeah thats what i had:(

firstly my dad came into my dream..he helped out my mother who was possesed in my dream. It was really so scary but yet i could not wake up!!! moving on...my dad was the one who got my mum back to normal and my late dad was standing by the fridge. i hugged him real tight and i said this to him "dad that time u already passed away right now u came back?" he just smiled...and then i stupidly went to ask him....hows life there in the after life world? he just said...its " TYPICAL" i really dunt knwo what that means but i was flabbergasted when he said this, if u really want to know how it really feels, later when u die u come with me ok? and then he pushed me aside and went to my mum:( and then it was another long story i lazy to tell but this was the weirdest part in my dream:(

Ok today we had musical training and we had dance. Finally, we managed to almost finish up the formation and all...im kinnda worried because i feel that theres no little time and yet we are also not quite ready for now:( haiay......scary lehz........but nevermind:) CUM ONGUYS! im sure when the day cums! we will GIVE IT A BLAST!:)

ok i gtg now.

PS: IM WAITING FOR YOU LOVES:)

loves

nadiah:)

be the diva in you @ at 9:02 AM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

28th May 2009...8 plus at nite...

I sensed that something was not right with you i dunt know. Though its may not be with me that ur mad at but i felt as though it has got sumthing to do with me that ur angry or mad or upset i dunt know. I dunt want to mention your name because i dunt want the whole world to know but i do hope u read this entry of mine and all i want to say is IM TRULY SORRY dearest. It may not be Me that ur mad about But i just got this strong feeling that u were not in gd terms with sumone because of Me. Why? because the moment right after i had my food, n when i went in, u dun look happy:( I never meant to hurt u in any way or rather i do hope u know that my dear and im sorry and i hope that u will not be upset if ever u are about what i think u are upset about because i never intend to hurt u in a way or rather. How can i? ur like The best friend Iv ever had!:)

I LOVE U DEAREST:)

Nadiah~

Anyway moving on, College 56 is getting very very very busy now..having training and coming down for vocal recording almost like 5 times a week in total!:) but i dun really mind cuz yeah we all know that our performance is coming on 11 July!:)

baby n i are good just that we had a fight today morning and im quite upset about it:( haiz...BUT i STILL LOVEEEE HIM DEARLY:)

Moving on, for two days i have been teaching wayang Kulit at Beatty Secondary school. SEcondary two students. They are quite a funny bunch. Though the technical class was quite noisy and rude, they are actually quite nice to work with:) One of the kids was checking out on my ass and he said this " CHER! UR THAT ONE UH SO ROUND EH"? i was like wtf.? my what SO ROUND? ..."AHYA UR BUTT LAH CHER...LIKE THE MOOON SIA!" omg. i scolded him for having no respect towards me. haiya...these days i think students are getting more daring eh? haha!

When i thought the normal academic class 2N1. They were very nice n gd! i had so much fun teaching them:) theres this australian indian mixed boy saw me doing somthing with a srew driver and i was laughing when he said...cher, u making fire uh? haha that was hilarious i thought. oh ya no to forget, th malay students actually was asking for my autograph. haha It was really weird really but i did not want to be like so action so i just said ouh ok can!:) there were three of them:) Very sweet girls:)

Talking about school, im missing my secondary school days now a lot really... those times when i was very active in dance and being s student councillor, going for camps and all:) how fcan that be!?

Ok tonite i will be going for my vocal recording again...i reallly hope we are all going to do better tonite:)

PS: My bf aint calling me yet:(

Loves n waiting,

Nadiah~

be the diva in you @ at 11:30 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

HOORAY!!!!:)

Im having my school holidays now and i don't really know what to do EXCEPt heading to the gym and my college 56 training:) well, the show is drawing nearer and im getting very excited about it:) Anyway, today i went out for dinner with dearest rahman :) i must admit that we are getting closer day by day and we are both doing great and as strong as ever:) perhaps now stronger! HEHE n im getting so much in love with him!:) SO HAPPY OK:)

wow....college 56 training is getting very very very often now:) like tuesday thursday friday saturday n sumtime sunday:) I CANT WAIT!

LOVES,

NADIAH:)

be the diva in you @ at 9:00 AM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Vesak day, 31st of may 2007.....

The day when my most fantastic father had passed away...

The day i will never be able to see him ever again...

The day i stopped making coffee for him...

The day i started thinking "why he had to go so early"

The day i thought i was going to give up

The day my mum fainted upon seeing my father's death

The day everyone had so much tears..

The day my eyes was so swollen and all red...

The day iv lost a leader...

The day iv lost my only Hero...

The day i miss my Artistic leader...

The day iv lost my best friend

The day i cried so much i could not talk...

The day i see him covered with white cloth...

The day i see him being put in the grave..

The day i met with all my cousins, aunties and old friends...

Yes yesterday was vesak day and all i ever think of was my late father...this 31stmay will be the 2nd year after he left...I cant help it but to cry while i was on the bus yesterday..thinking about him. Recalling the sweet moments while i was with him...the jokes he always told us. The way he hold on to his brushes and painted on the canvas, the way he drinks his coffee, the way he asked me to do it...the way he sculptured his works...

Till today, i still cant forget him...my father, my hero:( gosh im missing him a lot now..

Heartbroken,

be the diva in you @ at 6:10 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

"Of all the friends iv ever met, you're the one i won't forget, you listened to my problems in a kind and caring way, sometimes you go with your "OH MY GOD I FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO!", and without you, i may not be smiling today

Thank you.

I trust you with my secrets, that no one has been told. I trust you with my feelings, and in my heart your words i'll take untill im grey and old

THANK YOU :)

YOu never stop listening to all my worries, your advise and sympathy helped me moved on..

Thank you:)

Im always proud to have you as my friend, my best bitch ever, my listening partner, my ever laughing machine, my Super sexy gorgeous dance mate, my gossip girl:), my part time Lover and lastly, MY TWIN :)

I LOVE YOU NUR SYIRAH BINTE JUSNI:)

and thank you so much for all the great moments we have had together:) n im just so glad that god has brought us back together:)

Loves

Nadiah-

be the diva in you @ at 6:24 AM