28th May 2009...8 plus at nite...
I sensed that something was not right with you i dunt know. Though its may not be with me that ur mad at but i felt as though it has got sumthing to do with me that ur angry or mad or upset i dunt know. I dunt want to mention your name because i dunt want the whole world to know but i do hope u read this entry of mine and all i want to say is IM TRULY SORRY dearest. It may not be Me that ur mad about But i just got this strong feeling that u were not in gd terms with sumone because of Me. Why? because the moment right after i had my food, n when i went in, u dun look happy:( I never meant to hurt u in any way or rather i do hope u know that my dear and im sorry and i hope that u will not be upset if ever u are about what i think u are upset about because i never intend to hurt u in a way or rather. How can i? ur like The best friend Iv ever had!:)
I LOVE U DEAREST:)
Nadiah~
Anyway moving on, College 56 is getting very very very busy now..having training and coming down for vocal recording almost like 5 times a week in total!:) but i dun really mind cuz yeah we all know that our performance is coming on 11 July!:)
baby n i are good just that we had a fight today morning and im quite upset about it:( haiz...BUT i STILL LOVEEEE HIM DEARLY:)
Moving on, for two days i have been teaching wayang Kulit at Beatty Secondary school. SEcondary two students. They are quite a funny bunch. Though the technical class was quite noisy and rude, they are actually quite nice to work with:) One of the kids was checking out on my ass and he said this " CHER! UR THAT ONE UH SO ROUND EH"? i was like wtf.? my what SO ROUND? ..."AHYA UR BUTT LAH CHER...LIKE THE MOOON SIA!" omg. i scolded him for having no respect towards me. haiya...these days i think students are getting more daring eh? haha!
When i thought the normal academic class 2N1. They were very nice n gd! i had so much fun teaching them:) theres this australian indian mixed boy saw me doing somthing with a srew driver and i was laughing when he said...cher, u making fire uh? haha that was hilarious i thought. oh ya no to forget, th malay students actually was asking for my autograph. haha It was really weird really but i did not want to be like so action so i just said ouh ok can!:) there were three of them:) Very sweet girls:)
Talking about school, im missing my secondary school days now a lot really... those times when i was very active in dance and being s student councillor, going for camps and all:) how fcan that be!?
Ok tonite i will be going for my vocal recording again...i reallly hope we are all going to do better tonite:)
PS: My bf aint calling me yet:(
Loves n waiting,
Nadiah~